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Crisis

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I just now beat Crisis Core. HOW DEPRESSING!!! But that is some good shit right there.

My friend asked me what kinda things effect me the most in anime, manga, etc. Well this game is full of it.

....Thats rather all I have to say. Thanks for reading =]
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DeviantHEART

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Well I logged on to see a knew addition. DA has become a matching site for artists, HAHA! I guess it is a nice idea. I clicked filled out a small questionare, as for question 6 there needs to be a doesn't matter option. Just for the fun of it you know...

=Lunaeryn is my match. No I doubt I'll send her a note but you it must be something if she sends me one.

I am sorry, I am kinda laughing at this and yet still think its cool. No disrespect to the people who decided to do this.

*****
So this is a edit because I decided to experiment. It is an April Fool's thing and I am the fool. But as to the experiment, I went back a couple time and put the same answer and got the same name everytime....
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*on my knees and cry out to the sky* WHY!!!!???? I found a manga that was just so good and... It doesn't look to be finished. Translate or finish! I must know before my heart breaks apart!

There I go, reading along like any good reader. "Oh what? There are 102 chapter, I'm almost done." NO! It just left me with nothing! google new chapters, no translations. I have no answers to the questions I have! Will she except him? How did her brother die?

Tears..... comment if you feel my sadness leaking of your computer like paper trying to hold back water.
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Valentines Day

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I wish a happy valentines day for all of my friends and my family. I wish it for anyone reading this too, just in case.

But I really hate this day. It's not that I am lonely, that has never effected me on this day. I have a girlfriend but I still go freaking crazy on this day. I wouldn't mind if it just sped up and went to friday already.

Been reading Nozoki Ana, and let me just say it is a really different manga than I have ever read. But I was so curious to read it that I dove right in, chapter 44 right now lol. It's.... it catches my attentions. Beyond the mature content -.-

tick.... tick.... tick.... I am a writer and I don't even want to write a love poem, but then again I don't wanna write at all at the moment. My girlfriend has got to really hate me on this day lol... She says she doesn't really like it either but I think when she says that she misunderstands my aversion to V Day. So when it comes around it always feels like she gets this air of disappointment or something. I don't do chocolates or anything really, sad. It's not her, I don't really do it at all.
WELLLLLLLL....... I once bought a 5 pound herseys bar for V Day for a girl but I was trying to play the "game". $83.34, Never again lol
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'It is time.'

2 min read
I don't know why but Lion King was on my brain just long enough to title this silly Journal.

I am writing a really short one. Not in the mood for much else.

Glad to see some of my friends back to DA like Serbis. Others I am pretty sure have just left this place, but I guess it wasn't for them. Hell I come here all the time. I am really pretty addicted.

My friend graduates from basics today. Said it was the best choice she has ever made in her life. While I could give so little feeling for all that military crap, I am glad for her. Glad she got what she always wanted and hope that she stays safe. Cool now but I'm not prepared to hear about her being gunned down.

Tried to draw a little a couple days ago for a girl I started talking to on DA (friend?) Well it was going pretty well at first but about the second half it all flipped over and I had to trash it. Depressed me really. Was a good scene from Amagami SS, one of the later ones where a girl cries to the boy. Had it going but I sucked that up lol.

As my last word, I once had a great idea when I thought I could draw. I took stock pictures and everything. I wanted a split feeling picture where the top half had a young angel girl in the light who was falling, and underneath would have been a fallen angel shackled, hurt and in the dark, struggling to hold that angel out of the darkness even though it obviously pained him to do so. I know I will never make it to that skill of drawing even if I did keep trying but its nice to still remember dreams. Like the dream to write a book. Hells bells I will get that one down.

I don't always write these journals, but when I do I usually know the few that will read and reply.
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Crisis by bllixy, journal

DeviantHEART by bllixy, journal

Oh Sweet Jesus.... by bllixy, journal

Valentines Day by bllixy, journal

'It is time.' by bllixy, journal