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So You Don't Have ToYou can hold me close and ask me why,
Why I might do this to the point that I might die?
"Well I did it all for you.
I hurt so you don't have to."
I'm sorry to make you cry,
But you see it's really hard when I'm about to die.
No matter the hurt I would keep walking,
Watching you smile and keep talking.
You never had to know,
So I let the pain just grow.
"I hurt so you don't have to..."
I'll die there thinking about you.
Sonnet de LoveLove, tell me no more of these lies
They make my world bleak like cloud covered skies
You told me she who is most beautiful
Has cast me aside as the not very useful
That she would rather feel the prick on her fingertip
Into a eternal sleep from future days she would skip
Were I your friend, dear Man, I might tell you I play her hand
But that I matter to you is but a drawing in the sand
A doomed piece that fades with the tide,
But I love you so the truth I will no longer hide
Stand tall for you foolish man are loved
You are in her heart and well loved
So they did wed, this Man and his new wife
Love all the happier in the creation of their new life
Love is a war, Now count the deceasedI keep trying,
I keep loving,
But when the smoke is gone,
I find we are singing a new song,
It's never the same as the last,
It is never like the the ones in the past.
Cause Love is war,
We will fight it till everyone is tore,
Till you can't make out faces through the pain,
Till you get caught up in your own rain,
And now it's finished and done,
So now on to the next one.
Don't look back you might see the corpse,
But it wouldn't hurt to glimpse at just one corpse,
And you end up counting the deceased of the ones before,
Looking out of the bodies even more.
Cause love is war I fought,
Love is a war I brought,
I stand here now bleeding,
But only my heart is still beating.
The Shower Doesn't Hide Tears, It EmphasizesJust let it run down,
Slapping of droplets drowning out other sound,
My cries and whimpers taking with the flow,
Down the drain to a place all filth must one day go.
I am ment to follow,
I am ment to see,
Draw the curtain tight,
I wont let anyone see,
It hurts and stings and all that is left is the burn,
So it looks to be my turn,
It is my turn to burn and pay,
Please go on for I am sorry I asked you to stay.
Let the water run down in little stream,
While the up like fire on my skin rises the steam.
Near my feet the water grows dark with the hurt and pain I feel
With the hurt and pain I let others feel.
Let it all wash away,
I'm sure I will follow the river down the drain one day.
Close To MeTake a hand and pull you close to me,
Eyes filled with tears so thick you can't see.
I'm here for you and I'm not about to leave,
So wipe those tears with your sleeve.
Just lay here and snuggle close to me,
Happy is what I'll make you be.
I'll tell the truth to you,
Smart and beautiful are you.
Once the tears have dried from your face,
We shall make haste,
We can talk and laugh together,
And lay here forever.
Hold you down and tickle you,
Laugh and giggle as I do too.
But when you are better I can leave,
Just yell when you might need me.
I'll be back to help you,
I'm always here for you.
Medicine For The SickAll sick and lowly you say,
And down again this day,
Now for you a little medicine I will give you,
A little something from me to you,
Don't fret it don't taste bad,
Something for someone who might be sad,
A secret I keep to make you smile big and bright,
Something to keep around as my light,
I like the smiles you make,
Even more so the ones made for me to take,
Now take in medicine so you can start,
I love yo straight from the bottom of my heart.
Just To Let You KnowJust to let you know,
I'll never liet go.
As the days go on,
I'll hold on stong.
Till my heart turns cold they can pry,
But I'll only laugh as they try.
No one can take you from me but you,
So bring them on and a hundred more too!
Cause I love every minute I have with you,
I love everything I do with you.
I wont squeeze you and keep you here,
I'll hug you and keep you near.
So that you know,
I wont let you go
Believe That It Gets DarkYou could have believed in me,
While the darkness begins to take me.
You let go and walked away,
What was I to say?
Left there to rot,
Sitting alone with but my thought.
Tears that don't gleam and take notice with the light,
Sadness turns to fright.
Knees to my chest and back in a corner,
I begin to wonder.
If I cry in the dark how would you know,
How would you see and know?
Know I'm dying alone,
Just me and myself alone...
La Petite MortStill my beating heart once more
rest 'til morning's light does break
withdraw from heaven's farthest shore
into the gently fading take
the ever distant leagues of time
are whispered with serene intent
the smallest glimpse of fair divine
lies deep within that sweet torment.fly my stilling spirit's splendor
leave this place where I once died
the Little death (each time remembered)
the little Death dwells deep inside.
sleep my love through dream undone
breathe in once, breathe out again
rise anew with Dawn's first sun
and feel the tender moments end.sing my fearsome quickened heart
to keep my tattered soul aloft
evermore inside the bliss
Evermore the death so soft.
Covering Up For MeI wonder how you'd feel,
finding truth between the lines
of each and every letter
of the twisted rhymes I write.
The term "stranger than fiction"
does not really apply,
for you believe it to be fiction
when I'm really only trying to reach you
through the poems you never read
and the stories you'll never see.
Alas, my love, the day grows dark for you,
and you won't take anyone into confidence;
No help will you accept,
and no love will you believe in.
I was once like you,
crawling through dark tunnels,
only trying to find a reason
to bother waking up ever again.
I've spent days laying on the floor,
with no sleep to heal my tortured mind,
and no feelings left inside
the empty shell of who I used to be.
I've been so desperate to find
a taste of happiness inside
that I've forgotten the beauty of the simple things
that used to bring me joy.
I see fragments of
the mess I used to be
And the loneliness is so apparent,
even when you
Halfway down a hole
In the woods
In the dark
In the middle of nowhere
I try to breathe in
Just enough maybe
To call out for help
But I can't fill my lungs
A friend as hungry as I amGlow my little light,
and I will spend you in a forest.
Then you'll show far redder than
a rose sold by a florist.
Never will I fret you falling
to eternal dark,
for in this misty cavern
I'll be singing like a lark.
Even when the grey,
with your persistence I purvey,
is fading in
the shadeless summer air.
I'll seldom lack a smile,
if you shine for me a while.
Leaving me without
a single care.
The Scar of SilenceEtched into the soft stone that is me,
Words echoing from that day,
I am no longer free
I am no longer me
Sitting in pain every single day
But not a sound escapes
What is my true name
Etched into the soft stone that is me
Proof that I am no longer free
No longer me
Alone in a sea of agony
I have forgot myself
Forgotten my true name
Whispers sewn shut from me
Crossing threads on the chapped landscape that is my flesh
Making me what you now see
I am a shell of the former me
That distant memory
My name is now a scar
A burning reminder of who I am from her
That is my new name
That is my new grace
That is my new face
That is what is etched into me
My name, my path, my absolute
The mask has now become me
Sealed into my flesh
My visage, my right
My brand, my keepsake, my scar
We're All DeadShe's screaming now,
Locked inside the walls,
The blank emotions,
Are eating away her brain,
Are not sane,
She is sweating,
The blood is rushing,
She can feel it now,
She's killed her inner self,
Her right as a human being,
Left her soul,
When she signed,
That contract in her own blood,
All they do is stand by and watch,
They can hear her suffer,
But they're shameless,
The death toll is rising,
They can feel her shaking,
She's going paranoid,
She fears death,
But it's her only escape,
Her only outlet,
Her only choice,
But she can't stand,
Knowing she lost,
The game is over,
They played her,
But in the end it doesn't matter,
We are all on a sinking ship.
ProwlerWhat is this feeling
buried within my chest
It's a vicious creature
clawing against my ribs
I can feel it there
waiting for a chance
Watching through my eyes
prowling in the dark
It attacks me every night
Constricting from the inside out
Holding my heart in its grasp
And squeezing so tightly
It laughs at my pain
It delights in the madness
That makes me want to scream
And I can do nothing
It watches my face twist
With the fear and pain
And once satisfied
Leaves, and I collapse
I can still feel it there
Watching and waiting
Waiting and watching
Yearning for my insanity
But...I'll have none of it
Next time it strikes
I'll be ready
Next time it attacks
I won't go without a fight
What I liked about you?I can not figure out
the smile in your face
maybe it is real.
I made a world of steel
I used to love
everything about you.
The D day past away.
Lie To MeLet's play a game,
You and I,
Where I tell a series of lies,
And you try and find the truth that lies behind the madness.
Are you willing to play?
Or are you afraid?
Many have tried,
And many have failed,
To try and get inside,
This sweet little mind of mine.
Shall we start?
The light has turned green,
Before it is gone in a flash.
Oh my dear little fool,
How nice it is to see you,
Welcome to my cracked utopia.
Here is my lie,
I hope you can find the truth,
Here we go,
Good luck to you.
I love you.
You Can't Leave Me, Not YetPlease God no!
I'm asking you, don't go!
You can stay here with me....
There is still so much in life we have yet to see...
I know you keep telling me the world is getting dark and cold,
I'll stop the crimson while you lay into my warmth as I take hold.
Stop apologizing for the shit you did to me!
Shut up and listen to my plea...
You can't go yet,
I'm not ready for you to say goodbye just yet...
Listen to me...
Wake up and listen to me!
Fight and stay with me,
If you die, what in life will I ever see?
Something as beautiful as you,
Please wake up... and tell me.... that you love me too...
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